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Frozen Blog!

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 00:20:43 GMT

Wow, I feel chilly in here, why isn't the owner updating anything??
Asshole!!!

Tadah, it's a study break before the march into death row.
'I admit this is the toughest year with the most materials, and the finals years in the clinic will be the busiest!' Well said Dr Brian, can I just get through this without all the absurd n energy draining exams?????
8 major papers and failing any of them brings me into deep shit, DAMN IT!!! I need resuscitation right now, CAN SOMEONE PLEASE?? Just don't break my ribs..

Anyway, I just came across to an interesting statement,

Section 377A of the Penal Code which defines sodomy (or anal intercourse) and fellatio (oral sex) as 'unnatural offences'. Those convicted of these acts – whether in consensual or non-consensual situations – can be sentenced to up to 20 years jail and whipped. citation from http://www.petitiononline.com/psrmsia/petition.html

What is this about??
I mean, seriously...
WHAT
THE
HELL???
So basically, oral sex is banned simply because it's an unnatural offence?
Don't ask me, I'm utterly clueless about it.
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I'm going nuts!
Oh yea, there's one thing, before i dump it off my priority lists,
I wanna bring it out and set it straight, I don't want people come asking, saying or doing silly things to get me into a relationship or something.
It's FUCKIN ANNOYING!!
I DONT FUCKING WANT TO GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP AT THE MOMENT!!!
End this agony right now, and I mean it.
If you wanna help me out, Great!, great for YOU, but not for me, i don't need these foolish helps at all!
Don't come and tell me, who suits me, who likes me, and who you think i will like, and who you thought i like,
FUCK ALL THAT PLEASE.
I have better things to do than dealing with all these petty acts.
I don't need to give any explanations or any fuckin' reason for that, neither do i have to find unnecessary excuses to answer all the questions.
So, here I am, giving another shout,
I DON'T FUCKING WANNA GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP AT THE MOMENT!!

Get it??

Ok, time to study!

Spring????.......and about chiro.

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 11:46:07 GMT

Tadaa..... I'm back!

It's almost spring.... in fact, it's already spring!!
Can't wait for the beaches.
Okay, how shall I describe my previous month. Hmm, as usual, it was cool, calm, busy, rainy, cloudy, happy, feasty, and of course, as usual, some bullshits. You can't avoid people giving you bullshits everday apart from encouragements, right?? LOLz.

Anyway, Bullshits are bullshits, you can't make them Cheesecakes or Sticky Date Pudding. It is still presented as.....

BULLSHITS!

I've been a little grumpy lately, no idea why. Probably I really need someone to piss me off right now so that I can just blast everything off.
At certain point, I felt really frustrated about my course. The amount of energy drained out and things to learn before you could move on to next stage. It requires tremendous patience, consistency and brain power to get through all these. AND, it will be another story after you're graduated.
Whether I'm sticking to Diversified, or modified a bit to Gonstead?
Activator, Applied Kinesiology, Corrective Based Practise, and the list goes on and on and on...
It is so broad, and to be honest, i might end up with something that I'm not familiar with at all.
Apart from that, whom are my target patients? Paediatrics? Geriatrics? Sportrmen? Scoliotic? Symptom based? Acute? Chronic?
Although I'm frustrated to even get my technique polished up, I'm able to withstand the anxieties and frustrations.

HOWEVER,
what gets me most is.............
THE CHILDISH JOKE ABOUT OUR PROFESSION!
Before you even initiate a humiliation/joke, take a good FUCKIN' look at yourselves.
I dare you to try us....
TRY BEATING US, TRYING BEING IN OUR POSITION!
Whether your fucking brain is able to process all the things that we are learning in our school.
Try having quizzes every week.
Try sitting in our exams, whether you would pee in your pants or cry like a bitch.
Try taking the entrance or exit exams.
Try working like someone worth working staying in the clinic.
Try not to stay behind the course....
TRY IT!!!
If you think all we do is massaging..
THEN FUCKING TRY TO LEARN MASSAGING IN 5 FUCKIN YEARS!!

Enough said.
Time to study....

Paging... from emptiness

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 10:17:25 GMT

That marks the end of my winter break trip.
Honestly, i enjoyed it so much that I mite be too depressed to send my mum off.

I miss her presence.
I miss her randomly checking my face and applied all sorts of chemicals to make it shiny.
I miss her walking in and out from the place i sleep in to check whether i woke up, and see whether i was feeling alright.
I miss shopping with her, where she would normally choose cheap stuff for herself but never doubt giving me goods with best quality.
I miss talking to her at night until we fell asleep.

I'm homesick.......

Another periodic Hiatus

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 09:52:10 GMT

It's been almost a month since I last updated.
I'm not busy, or attempt to play hide & seek, there's no reason for not blogging.
But here I am, scribbling all my way through.

It's been a really relaxing holiday before leaving to HK for holz.
It's getting more and more obvious that I'm actually in favor of Aussie's life than of Malaysian's, or i should say Asian's.
Before you start giving any judgmental assumptions, heap yourself with open minds and thoughts.
Don't get me wrong, I never HATE to be a Malaysian.
I'm PROUD to be Malaysian, I just wanna live the life that I desire.
Family is the only factor that will change my mind, but well, thank God they are unimaginably supportive.
If there's anything in this world that I could sacrifice for, definitely them.

It's been a really good winter so far
Cooling land breeze, warming sunlight, beautiful drizzles, a searing hot cup of IMP latte, a delicious plate of western-style breakfast, semi accelerated pace of the pedestrians in winter fashion, wonderful cuisine of the night, a fairly thick interesting book, EOFY sales flooding the shops, still-happening clubs despite the weather, a group of warmhearted buddies.....
That's the lovely Perth's winter image, engraved in my visual cortex.

Sorry for being such an encomiast for a foreign country, or you prefer me being a skeptical hard-ass?

Anyway, I realize that, it's becoming more obvious that, I loathe excessive sappiness.
It's subjective, so, don't argue with me.

Room Cleaning Day

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 14:24:10 GMT

My room encountered atomic bombing during exam periods.
I could hardly walk pass all the stuff i shattered on the floor. They if our house got broken in, the theif would think that my room had been searched and there's no need to search for anything anymore.
and u knw what.... I TOTALLY AGREE!

See!!

Therefore, I did a major cleaning to my room.
Vacuuming, wiping, tidying...
Do you know what i used for wiping??

Dalaaaaa....
I've been collecting all these wipes from Tony Roma's. Initially, I've collected around 10 of them but used them to clean my room in previous house, and these three were from last week's dining.
And so, the only thing that attracts me to Tomy Roma's for a few more times may be one of these wipes. LOLz.

As a result,

*drum rolling*

Woohooo, please flatter me!!!

Swan doing vacuum toooo

After that, we went lil' creature for dinner..... AGAIN???
Ah well, i still CRAVE for little creature after numerous dinings.

Their frites is superb nice. Salads are fresh, pizzas are savouring!!

and for dessert, we went to San Churros Chocolateria, Freo.
It's all about the chocolate

Churros, with milk and dark chocolate dips

Lime Brulee Tart, not my favourite but it's still nice

Cappucinno

I had this, Classic Spanish Hot chocolate.
It's thick, REALLY THICK. I've never tasted a hot chocolate like that. It felt like they melted a whole bar of chocolate without adding anything else and compressed into a cup.
I'm gonna be sooooo high of sugar tonight.

I need to drink more water......... I've been dehydrated since last friday clubbings.
I HOPE I DON'T LOSE ANYMORE WEIGHT!!!!
I'm now closer to 60kgs, and going for 65.

Eat eat eatttttttttttttt

Almost burnt down the kitchen

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 15:54:54 GMT

I had decided to take a break from studying in the middle of the night since my stomach was calling for help.
So, I headed to the kitchen in search for my lovely red bean soup.
In a 6 degree celcius ambient, a bowl of searing hot red bean soup was what I needed.
There it was, sitting beside the stove welcoming me.....

Without second thought, I turned on the gas and heated it up on the stove.
.
.
.
.
.
Half way stirring the soup, i saw 1 or 2 pieces of ashes flying out the bottom of the pot.
I swear I had no idea at all and thought it was just an illusion or mild hallucination due to stresses from studies.
Stirring...
Stirring....
.
.
.
No way, i smell burntzzz.
First thing came in my mind was, how did the red bean get burnt in the pot?? Like within 2mins.
I had adjusted the fire to moderate but it seemed to be getting stronger than it normally does.
" Must be the gas..", i thought.
I bended down and looked....
Is that a coaster underneath the pot?

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, IT IS!!!!
Frantically off the fire and remove the pot, thank God the coaster was not very flammable.
I actually had forgotten to remove the coaster from underneath the pot.
SO SMART.
Who would have thought that it could be soooo sticky and camouflagic with the pot.

As a result, i burnt a bottom half of the coaster.

charcoal

Messed up the table a lil'

I hope Millerers would not be frighten by the 'charcoal' tomorrow and i also hope that I'm not banned from the kitchen.
*Finger crossed*

I need a 'Kitchen Dos and Don'ts for Dummies' manual.

Lesson of the day : Do not use coasters. HAHAHAHAH!!!! *shame on me*

Respects

Sun, 24 May 2009 07:46:15 GMT

I have nothing against ignorant people, but when they disrespect you (which they totally not in a position to do so), it's absurd!
You do not own respects from others until you GAIN it yourself.
It's a simple idea but difficult task.
You do not have to like me, cause I did not ask you to. But when getting a job done, suppress away all your naive attitude and GET THE JOB DONE!
When the job is done, then you can start complaining about anyone that you do not like IF you're discontented.
Don't frickin act like a child wanting a pamper and eventually not doing anything constructive.
Obnoxiousness only goes well with people whom are capable.

Another thing, superstitions.
I too, have nothing against superstition, but I myself, is a non believer of it.
I don't mind people being, acting, and living superstitious.
BUT, I do mind when you interfere my belif with it.
Stop giving me statement like '宁可信其有，不可信其无'( translation: Believe the existence (of superstition), don't disbelievie it.)
WHAT THE FUCK!
they thought I'm being ignorant cause i think this statement is a pile of shit.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
Like i said, people have different beliefs, as the matter of fact, I DON'T BELIEVE IN SUPERSTITIONS, so why bother commenting about my belief?
I never comment about yours, and why would you do so??
and i know it's a very cultural thing to believe in all these do or don't, especially Asian.
However, it's my personal choice, to not believe in it.

I bet there are heaps of you secretly 'cursing' me,
"See lah, wait til something happened to him then he knows!'.
So, you believe in karma and you're cursing me?
LOL, contradictive beings!
Anyway, I would be 'overwhelmed' with the enormous influx of superstitions if I don't make this statement straight forward.
" I AM NOT SUPERSTITIOUS AND WILL NEVER BE, AND I NEVER INTEND TO STOP YOU FROM BELIEVING IT, BUT PLEASE DO NOT INVOLVE ME IN FOR THE SAKE OF RESPECTING ME, FOR RESPECTING YOU."

OK, case closed.

Now, my brain is contused with...
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In The Midst Of Stresses

Mon, 11 May 2009 07:15:54 GMT

I can't help feeling a lil' agitated, in fact, very much irritated.
Having neverending exams alone is NOT enough to annoy me so much that i wanna CURSE.

PLEASE DO NOT PROVOKE ME FOR ANY ABSURD REASONS AT THE MOMENT.
and DO NOT BRING OUT ALL THE NONSENSE ONE DAY.
For example IF my level of tolerence is LOW at this period, and you're able to withstand that BUT BRING THAT OUT when my level of tolerence is HIGH in SOME other days, THAT'S LIKE REACHING A THRESHOLD FOR GENERATING AN ANGRY IMPULSE TO MY LIMBIC SYSTEM AND YOU'LL FEEL SORRY AFTER THAT.

I DON'T FRICKIN CARE WHO U ARE, YOU FUCKED ME UP, I FUCK YOU DOUBLE UP!!
I'm not being a frickin emo or an angry man, there are just some inconsiderate acts that pissed me off very much.
THak God for people who are considerate like housemates/close frens here, and parents that randomly cheer me up from time to time.
And IF you wanna question me, think twice, and im being serious, THINK TWICE.
Either I refrain myself from wasting time explaining nonsense, OR i burst that out without second thought, and that's it for everything!
If you wanna compare, PLEASE COMPARE, cuz i don't mind being compared to other people for being nicer than i am. Cuz i don't frickin give a damn about it.
Just Zip It!

Fuh..... enough said.
I'm pretty stressed about the prac exam tmr and sorta added to the agitation i'm having now.

Anyway, I've moved into da new house and LOVIN' IT!!!!

Easter Breaks.......... ending

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 12:31:12 GMT

Sob sob*

This is depressing....
My precious one week easter break has ended.
Damn, i need more sleeps, even after more than 10hrs of sleeps per day!!

Sigh, nightmares nightmares NIGHTMARES!!
Trillions of Xray films to be learned, gazillions of neuro lecture notes to be studied, gazi-trillions of practises to be done for the prac exams.
Neurology is evil!!!!!!!
~S O S please, someone help me, it's not healthy~

Anyway,

our new hangout places (minus clubs).

Little Creature, Fremantle
-It has became the weekly dine in spot for us, especially for jie!!
- Bright Ale is the BEST beer ever

Swanbourne Beach
- A very destressing place to be in
- Bring along your Ipod, sunblock and extra clothes.
-The waves is the best tool to get wet!

Rifo's, Victoria Park
- A place for a decent and relaxing breakfast
- Try the Big Papa breakfast, it's filling!
-Cons: Draggin yourself up early in the morning

Stilleto Way, Canning Vale
-So far, the best spot for Slumber Party!!!
-The best good friday we had here
-Breakfast is provided.
-Invited guests ONLY!!

Ok, these are the four places i could think of, my mind is completely blank now.

and...

about the Break In

It was terrible, seriously.
We tend to be more vigilant after that but the incident sorta traumatized the girls living here.
And so, we've decided to move out and our application of renting a house has been approved!
WOAHH, it's very decent and family-like house.
We like it and moving in in 2 weeks time!
UGh, can't wait!!!

We were very unhappy with the landlady here (and her 'lil' kids' trying to mess around with us).
They caused a lil' bit of drama but, WHO CARES!!!
We are leaving!!!

I'm having diarrhea again.... MUST BE the OYSTERS from Miss Maud!!!!

Approaching April

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 04:36:56 GMT

It's the end of March and studies are getting serious/hectic/crazy/unbearable..
AHHHHHH...
Anyway, it's my choice, and STOP COMPLAINING!!!
*starts mumbling to himself*
I wish I'm bigger in size, to make adjustments easier,
BUT, I know i'm good! LOL
I can DO IT, that's for sureeee!!!!!!!

Anyway, I'm tired of comments and talks about how i have to react or decide on things or whatever shit.
It's tiring and thus, I become utterly sick of it.
so, cut all that crap, and I'm still me, and i don frickin like to explain.
If you have things to complain, make sure it's nothing towards my attitude and if it's not constructive.
I don't even bother to talk about it anymore, if you don't like me, then leave, and get lost.
I believe what i believe in and i'm repeating it every single time when i have to.
Don't come to me and say, YOU CANNOT BE LIKE THIS, YOU CANNOT BE LIKE THAT, WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH/EMO or wutever fucking shit.
It's not gonna help me anything in any way....
I know who i am and what kind of person i wanna be.
You have no right to judge and you're wasting my time.
Fucked up sarcasm from you will ended up triple bounce back from me!

Last but not least, if you are not ready to pay for more of my meals or putting effort to help me gain weight.. then shut your mouth and stop complaining that I'm skinny.
It's the same as when you're fat and i complain about your fats!
get it?

Pheww........... feel so good blasting all out without even holding back myself.
Wuhooooo... anyway, i'm not being grumpy, or emo.
It's just that i need to release it out at certain times, and i feeeeel sooooo gooood!
Muahahahaha....