Wow, I feel chilly in here, why isn't the owner updating anything??
Asshole!!!

Tadah, it's a study break before the march into death row.
'I admit this is the toughest year with the most materials, and the finals years in the clinic will be the busiest!' Well said Dr Brian, can I just get through this without all the absurd n energy draining exams?????
8 major papers and failing any of them brings me into deep shit, DAMN IT!!! I need resuscitation right now, CAN SOMEONE PLEASE?? Just don't break my ribs..

Anyway, I just came across to an interesting statement,

Section 377A of the Penal Code which defines sodomy (or anal intercourse) and fellatio (oral sex) as 'unnatural offences'. Those convicted of these acts – whether in consensual or non-consensual situations – can be sentenced to up to 20 years jail and whipped. citation from http://www.petitiononline.com/psrmsia/petition.html

What is this about??
I mean, seriously...
WHAT
THE
HELL???
 So basically, oral sex is banned simply because it's an unnatural offence?
Don't ask me, I'm utterly clueless about it.
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I'm going nuts!
Oh yea, there's one thing, before i dump it off my priority lists,
I wanna bring it out and set it straight, I don't want people come asking, saying or doing silly things to get me into a relationship or something.
It's FUCKIN ANNOYING!!
I DONT FUCKING WANT TO GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP AT THE MOMENT!!!
End this agony right now, and I mean it.
If you wanna help me out, Great!, great for YOU, but not for me, i don't need these foolish helps at all!
Don't come and tell me, who suits me, who likes me, and who you think i will like, and who you thought i like,
FUCK ALL THAT PLEASE.
I have better things to do than dealing with all these petty acts.
I don't need to give any explanations or any fuckin' reason for that, neither do i have to find unnecessary excuses to answer all the questions.
So, here I am, giving another shout,
I DON'T FUCKING WANNA GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP AT THE MOMENT!!

Get it??

Ok, time to study!

Tadaa..... I'm back!

It's almost spring.... in fact, it's already spring!!
Can't wait for the beaches.
Okay, how shall I describe my previous month. Hmm, as usual, it was cool, calm, busy, rainy, cloudy, happy, feasty, and of course, as usual, some bullshits. You can't avoid people giving you bullshits everday apart from encouragements, right?? LOLz.

Anyway, Bullshits are bullshits, you can't make them Cheesecakes or Sticky Date Pudding. It is still presented as.....

BULLSHITS!

I've been a little grumpy lately, no idea why. Probably I really need someone to piss me off right now so that I can just blast everything off.
At certain point, I felt really frustrated about my course. The amount of energy drained out and things to learn before you could move on to next stage. It requires tremendous patience, consistency and brain power to get through all these. AND, it will be another story after you're graduated.
Whether I'm sticking to Diversified, or modified a bit to Gonstead?
Activator, Applied Kinesiology, Corrective Based Practise, and the list goes on and on and on...
It is so broad, and to be honest, i might end up with something that I'm not familiar with at all.
Apart from that, whom are my target patients? Paediatrics? Geriatrics? Sportrmen? Scoliotic? Symptom based? Acute? Chronic?
Although I'm frustrated to even get my technique polished up, I'm able to withstand the anxieties and frustrations.

HOWEVER,
what gets me most is.............
THE CHILDISH JOKE ABOUT OUR PROFESSION!
Before you even initiate a humiliation/joke, take a good FUCKIN' look at yourselves.
I dare you to try us....
TRY BEATING US, TRYING BEING IN OUR POSITION!
Whether your fucking brain is able to process all the things that we are learning in our school.
Try having quizzes every week.
Try sitting in our exams, whether you would pee in your pants or cry like a bitch.
Try taking the entrance or exit exams.
Try working like someone worth working staying in the clinic.
Try not to stay behind the course....
TRY IT!!!
If you think all we do is massaging..
THEN FUCKING TRY TO LEARN MASSAGING IN 5 FUCKIN YEARS!!

Enough said.
Time to study....

That marks the end of my winter break trip.
Honestly, i enjoyed it so much that I mite be too depressed to send my mum off.

I miss her presence.
I miss her randomly checking my face and applied all sorts of chemicals to make it shiny.
I miss her walking in and out from the place i sleep in to check whether i woke up, and see whether i was feeling alright.
I miss shopping with her, where she would normally choose cheap stuff for herself but never doubt giving me goods with best quality.
I miss talking to her at night until we fell asleep.

I'm homesick.......

It's been almost a month since I last updated.
I'm not busy, or attempt to play hide & seek, there's no reason for not blogging.
But here I am, scribbling all my way through.

It's been a really relaxing holiday before leaving to HK for holz.
It's getting more and more obvious that I'm actually in favor of Aussie's life than of Malaysian's, or i should say Asian's.
Before you start giving any judgmental assumptions, heap yourself with open minds and thoughts.
Don't get me wrong, I never HATE to be a Malaysian.
I'm PROUD to be Malaysian, I just wanna live the life that I desire.
Family is the only factor that will change my mind, but well, thank God they are unimaginably supportive.
If there's anything in this world that I could sacrifice for, definitely them.

It's been a really good winter so far
Cooling land breeze, warming sunlight, beautiful drizzles, a searing hot cup of IMP latte, a delicious plate of western-style breakfast, semi accelerated pace of the pedestrians in winter fashion, wonderful cuisine of the night, a fairly thick interesting book, EOFY sales flooding the shops, still-happening clubs despite the weather, a group of warmhearted buddies.....
That's the lovely Perth's winter image, engraved in my visual cortex.

Sorry for being such an encomiast for a foreign country, or you prefer me being a skeptical hard-ass?

Anyway, I realize that, it's becoming more obvious that, I loathe excessive sappiness.
It's subjective, so, don't argue with me.